Is it weird that I think Sparky is insanely cute and I wish he was my pup???
Somedays I feel like I’m just going to work a miserable job for the rest of my life. I don’t want to be unhappy forever. Truth is I would rather make less money doing something I love that makes me happy than be miserable “making more money” I’ve never been a money driven person. Guess money doesn’t rule everything around me.
“I fake it so real I am beyond fake”
This was my first real “favorite song” as a child. Now that I am older it is more than amazing. The end.
I may have already posted this one before, but it’s one of my favs, even though he changes up the words a bit and even says “i wanna be inside her” instead of “i wanna be BESIDE her.” haha
sometimes I guess you just have to put yourself in the other person’s position to realize how you are really affecting another person. now I cant imagine feeling like I am trying my hardest everyday to change someone’s mind and making them happy and that person making me feel like I am a complete failure at it and there is nothing I can do to make it better. Also feeling like everyday while I am trying to do this I am walking on eggshells that at any moment this person could just suddenly bring it up again and be angry at me. I have to stop this, I really love you and I have to stop this.
Today I let my recent anxieties get the best of me and I hurt one of the people I care about the most, couldn’t be more sorry.
